70-Approving Voice

In the English Institute, in the time of the break, I was standing at the table of friends and said to one of them,

"I was sincere in teaching in the Navy College and my students were the best." As soon as I said that, a loud voice came out of a window near us,

"That's true!"  I looked at my fellow and commented,

"Did you hear that? That's evidence from above to approve my saying." They laughed and my fellow said,

"It is coincidence. Perhaps there are people inside discussing. Why do you take it for you?" he said.

"There are no coincidences in our life," I said. "Every thing is destined by God. And all destines in this world are connected with me." They laughed.

One day, a young woman with us in the section said,

"My father wants to see you."

"Why?" I asked.

"He reads a lot and I told him about you," she said.

"Okay, I love the cultured people," I said. "When can I visit him?"

"We live in Sidi Bisher," she said.

"I can visit him tomorrow night," I said.

"At 7 O'clock?" she said.

"Okay, thank you," I replied.

In time I made the visit. The man welcomed me with great pleasure. We sat together alone in the sitting room. He introduced himself to me and I introduced myself to him. The door knocked and he was given drinks for the guest. I wondered to know that he has my same first name, that he was retired officer from the Naval Forces like me, that he lives in the fourth floor, flat 8, like me. Soon I guessed that this meeting was prepared by the Spirit to enable me to get important information for my subject. He started,

"My daughter told me you are a cultured man and you read," he said."Have you read the book, Protocols of Learned Elders of Zion?"

"Usually I don't give care to the temporary subjects," I said.

"You should read it to know the hellish mentality of the Jews," he said. "I have a copy here and I can lend it to you."

"Okay, I shall read it and return it to you soon," I said.

"Do you know that the Mason Organization was made by the Jews to spoil all people?" he asked.

"I don't have any idea about the Masons," I said.

"Early in my life I could discover their tricks," he said. "One day I knew there would be a gathering for the Masons and I joined it. The head of the gathering ordered the windows of the hall to be closed. We became sitting in dim light. After a while of great calm and silence the head of the gathering approached a man sitting in the first row and directed his sayings to him,

'What do you see?'

'I see something rotating continually,' he said.

'What is that?' the head asked.

'I am approaching now to see better,' he said. 'There are people rotating around something.'

'Why? the head asked.

'They believe that God ordered it,' he said.

'Why did God order it?' the head asked.

'I don't know,' he said.

'Try to know, the head said. The man shouted with annoyance,

'I don't know. I don't know. I am tired,' the man said.

'Okay, enough for that,' the head said. I stood up and asked permission to comment. The head said,

'You don't know what we do. You are to sit down and listen only.'

'It is clear that you want to spread doubt against Islam,' I said.

'Go out! Go Out!' the head shouted and some others led me out of the gathering."

"You should have sat there to the end," I said and I recalled that I saw the same vision before and couldn't know its meaning.  

"I lost my patience when I saw them mocking our religion," he said. "It was clear that they mocked the rotating around Al Kaaba in the Islamic pilgrimage."  He then stood up and brought three books and handled them to me, "Read them to know the dangerous conspiracy of Zion against the world."  I thanked him and said, "You should return the visit to me." He promised it and I shook his hand in peace and left. But the question of the vision,"Why did God order it?" continued to rotate in my mind for several days after that meeting. Later I could get the answer.

69- The New John

Again I wondered about Mubarak. In the gospel of John I read that John was leaning on the chest of Jesus and he was beloved by him. That reminded me with an event while I was a cadet in The Military Technical College in 1970. We cadets of the section made a journey to the Pyramids and we took photos. We spent happy time there and returned. After days the photos were printed and other cadets who didn't join the journey were astonished to see the photo which showed a friend leaning on my chest.

They were astonished that the photo showed the opposite relation between that friend and me. In fact that friend F. M. was taking the military life with great tension as a corporal cadet.  In the photo, he showed love to me, and that excited them as different from the fact, so that they came to me announcing there comments. It was a funny subject that we laughed at it much. They mocked at that F. W. loved me.

I thought much of that event and after long time I understood that it came in my biography as a prophecy about the new John. He came again as a president leading a destiny far from being a firm friend. He lost the memory of the past life and became looking to me as one of his citizens in his country. The only time when I saw Mubarak from  a near distance was when he and president Sadat came to The Navy College and made a conference with all officers. Later when I sent him letters he couldn't feel the importance of my international task.

I became sure of his new identity more and more after studying the Revelation, that he was the embodiment of many visions in it, as an officer worked in the Air Forces, and he was the leader of the Air Forces in the war of October 6, 1973, when I was a captain in the Navy Forces. In the story of Zo Alkarneen you see two things related to both of us: the Arabic word Hosni which is the second name of Mubarak; and Nakeeb which means Captain as derived from penetration.     

This memory made me bring the photos of that interval. There is a photo of me on a white horse. I saw it in connection with a vision in the Revelation to John, "Then I saw heaven open, and there was a white horse. Its rider is called Faithful and True."   Christians believe that this rider is Jesus. It came true as I was an officer in the Navy Forces which uses the white uniform.

In another journey, with the cadets of my section, to a public garden in Cairo I saw two pointing photos: The first was for our group sitting on the grass like a gang ready to make unknown task. Someone is carrying a rope and another is looking at the sky and I sit showing the absence in deep thinking. It reminds us clearly with the role of Jesus and his disciples.

The second picture is for the same group sitting around the food; a fellow is going to put a piece of bread in his mouth while I am catching his hand as if to prevent him from eating it. It reminds with the Last Supper and the saying of Jesus about the traitor and the piece of bread which he dips it in the same dish with Jesus.    

It means that there was unseen power watching over us and guided the events during the journey long before my spiritual transformation. God worked as a Director from behind the veil. I was seeking God although He was watching over me since I was born. Here I understood why a Sufi said, "When you seek God you already found Him." Later on, it made me understand the true explanation of the expression in Genesis: God created Adam in his image. Also in the gospel: Jesus was the second Adam. To be created in the image of God means to be created and put under the guidance and care of God for the preparation to a holy task necessary for mankind.

68- Blessed Who Comes

After I retired from the Navy I started to get enough time to find out more about my subject.  Reading was essential and I found out more facts related with me in the holy books and other books as well. And I had enough time to walk in the streets of the city to see the tags of the places. I found out that the term (New Earth) which I met in the Revelation to John exists in the area which lies beside my area addressed by Palestine Street.

It means that the term New Earth was not for destroying the Globe, but for going to another country or area on the Globe. And sure the term (New Heaven) is explained in the same logic, that every country is with different heaven. The long street which starts from the Bridge of Law is addressed by Street of Market. This term is found in the Revelation to John in the Arabic Bible and not in the English Bible. It seems that the translation missed some points.

I paid great attention to the old Egyptian Movies and it seemed to me that the people who made it had studied the Second Advent of Jesus very well and tried to explain its nature dramatically. I remember the film (Ci Omar) which dealt with two persons looking like each other. The major actor is called Nageeb Al Rehany which means born from the wind. It could be an explanation for the miraculous birth of Jesus from a Virgin.

There are two songs for Mohamed Fawzy which appeared as something applied to my subject: Esam will be an officer and he will defend you. Esa is the Arabic name for Jesus and the letter m which appears added to Esa is an old thing used for respect. So it seeded that the song was a prophecy and it came true when I became an officer in the Armed Forces of Egypt starting from 1971.  The second song: Mama will come having toys and things.  This seemed as a prophecy and it came true, that with the coming of Jesus we know that all inventions like airplanes, TVs, trains, cars, weapons, guns and bombs are glories made for Jesus. Every toy has a reference in the holy words.

So I was to pay attention to all artistic works. I thought that those old artists owned the truth until I met a director on a train by chance. I spoke with him about the second advent of Jesus and he was unable to say a word about it. It proved to me that they didn't know the truth but the Holy Spirit inspired them with facts they didn't know their real meaning.

In the year 1981 a friend from the Navy visited me home. He was interested in my thinking and showed his appreciation to it.  His name is Y. W.  He showed great intelligence in following me and I loved him. He seemed like John the Baptist in this new role. He suggested that we should go to an English Institute to refresh our English and to write the work in English. He thought that the American people encourage the new subjects and believe in the free thinking. I found it a good suggestion and we both joined English Institute.

In those days Sadat was killed during the celebration of the memory of the war of October 6, 1973, in which Egypt Army won the victory against Israel.  The name of President Mubarak started to rise and in the successive days I started to hear the shouting of the people, Mubarak... Mubarak.  It brought to my memory the saying of Jesus, "you won't see me unless you say blessed (Mubarak) is that who comes in the name of God." 

Later, I meditated in the gospel of John in the saying of Jesus to Peter, "If I willed to make John stay until I come again what is that to you." And discovered that that saying was a prophecy that came true in making Mubarak a president in the time I knew myself as Jesus new coming. It seemed as if John stayed until I came again.