56-Getting Pastry

There were events that happened while being in the hospital but appeared without much importance. Later on and after many years of searching they appeared very important.

   A Christian colonel from my Navy College called G.S. came as a patient and was kept in the room beside my room. I met him by accident. Waking in the corridor I saw him through the narrow opening of the door of his room.  I stood at the door, "High!"  He said, "Welcome Abdo, get in."  I entered and he signed for me to set down on his bed. I asked him about his situation and I wished the healing for him. During the conversation he uttered these words,

    "Useless, Useless, all is useless like catching the wind," said King Solomon. I asked,

     "Where did that was written?"

     "In the book of Ecclesiastes," he answered.

 In the Quran we don't have such details about King Solomon. Later I discovered that what is written about King Solomon in the Quran is made to be for the future as a symbol for Jesus' Return as a King. 

     While being with my friends in the upper room they spoke about supper and they wished to eat pastry. I understood that they were unable to go out of the hospital to bring the pastry. So, I promised to bring the pastry to them. I got out of the hospital and walked the long street to reach the shop of pastry.  While I was walking I heard clearly two persons sitting in front of a shop speaking about me. They said, "Look at this man. He is walking like a man walking in a dream. "The other one said, "Maybe he is drunk."  I didn't look at them and soon I reached the shop of pastry and bought the required amount of pastry and returned. My friends were very glad to see the pastry and it was a good supper.

       Ahmed entered the hospital because of disorder in his ear. He said,

       "We were in a maneuver to use the cannons on the ship. The sound of a shot made the drum of my ear tear. I cried loudly and my fellows brought me to the hospital. Doctors said I needed an operation and reserved me to prepare for it."

       "Why did only you get this disorder from the sound of the shot?" I asked.

       "I was standing nearer to the cannon," he answered.

Later on, I saw the importance of that event of my friend Ahmed, when I read about Babaji who appeared in India in the seventeenth century.  And I could know that Babaji was Jesus while being in heaven. I confirmed it by analyzing the action/reaction rule. The reactions of the actions of Babaji appeared in my life in the same way Jesus' reaction appeared in my life.

        At last the doctor came to me and said,

        "You will be transferred to the Hospital of Psychiatry in Cairo. A soldier will accompany you to it with your file. "  

After a while a soldier came to me to appoint the time of meeting on Saturday to take the train to Cairo. It deserves to mention that the doctors didn't prescribe any pills or injections for me during the week in the Fig-Hospital.

    

55- Miracle

The room of the two patients was in the second floor. The first was, A.A., one of my friends from M.T. College; the second was, Ahmed, one of my students   from the Navy College lately graduated. When they saw me they showed great pleasure and entertained me well. I too was happy to find them. They made me pass a week there easily.

I asked my ex student, who became lieutenant, about the miracle. He said,

    "My brother fell down from the fourth floor and not only survived but also his disable leg was healed too."

    "What do you mean with disable leg?" I asked.

    "His left leg was born disfigured." He answered. " It was very thin and twisted and it made him unable to walk normally."

     "When did this miracle happen?" I asked.

     "Three months ago." He replied. "He is coming today to visit me, you can ask him when he comes."

     "Of course I will do." I said.

I thought, I feel that a miracle like that is in relation with me; but how, I don't know; I must ask his brother may I get the answer.

Now his brother came and greeted us with peace.  He was a young youth, medium tall. He shook our hands. Ahmed looked at me,

      "This is my brother Mohammed whom I told you about his miracles. He can explain to you what happened with him."

I looked at Mohammed with a smile,

      "Congratulation for the miracle," I said. "Please come and sit here and explain everything in detail."

He sat down in front of me and said,

       "I kept for three days, while lying on my bed, see people standing in air at the balcony of my room. In every day they signed to me to go and join them. First day and second day I refused knowing it was dangerous to obey them. But in the third day, I decided to go to them and I walked and climbed the fence of the balcony. I didn't feel myself except after being in the room of operation in the hospital. I was looking from above and saw the doctors take something black from my abdomen. That thing was the reason of my disable leg which was thin and twisted and made me lame. "

Ahmed stretched his leg and uncovered it to let me see it.

    "It is normal," I said.  

    "Yes, but it wasn't like that before three months," he said.

  "Thanks God!" I said. "When did this miracle happen? When did you discover your leg became normal?"

   "During the recovering of my wounds in the hospital," he answered.

   "It is a miracle indeed accompanied with an out of the body experience," I said. "Thanks God"  

   "But I have to come to the hospital again and again," he said. "A new problem appeared."

I looked at him with a surprise,

   "What is it?" I asked. 

   "My pen became not straight," he answered. "And it bewildered the doctors. They thought I would need surgical operation. But I am afraid lest I should loose it."

All of us laughed. The matter appeared as a joke. 

   "God is able to heal you," I said. "However, if it can do its function it will be good."

   "Thanks God anyhow!"

                                                      To be continued.

   

                                                         

54- Life Is A play

Every week in the unit of Black Head I was to visit the Fig-Hospital to see about my wisdom tooth at the dentist, who couldn't know precisely the source of the disorder. That made the General think I was going for a psychic problem and got worried. His worries increased when he knew from the international news that a man claimed to be Almahdi occupied with his group the area of the Holy Cube in Mecca at Saudi Arabia. He worried lest I do something like that in his unit. So he started to be active in communicating the Fig-Hospital to decide my final case.
The news about my case spread inside the unit. One day a colonel met me inside the unit and showed his wish to speak to me. After shaking hands he asked,
"How do you see our life?"
"It is a play on a prepared stage." I answered.
"Are you going to tell that to your children?" he asked.
"The life in its essence is like a play because we lived before and we will live again doing different roles." I said and added, "As for my young children I think they are preparing to enter their roles in this life. And I can't tell them, life is a play unless after becoming mature to understand."
"Why do you think you are Esa (Jesus)?" he asked.
"It's a long story."
"Have you seen angel Gabriel?" he asked.
"No." I answered. "But I realized that I have been under the guidance of an unseen intelligence whom they called Holy Spirit."
"How did you know?" he asked. "Isn't it possible it was the Devil?"
"I have known it from the unseen help I have got to know necessary knowledge." I answered. "I am sure it was not the Devil because I call for good and I believe in God. Esa promised to come back and nothing can prevent him from it. Remember that his word never failed to do his will. You should read his story in its source the gospel. Because in Islam we learn a little about him."
"May God guide you," he said and shook my hand in peace and left.
A paper letter came from the Fig-Hospital to summon me. I went to the department of Nerve and Psychiatry and they ordered me to be kept there in a room with two patients. The atmosphere was disturbing indeed. The first patient always generated very loud voice with his breath. His body was huge as a giant and his breath shook the walls of the room. All patients of other rooms complained it. The other patient was a very thin man. He was always lying in his bed trembling with all his body. After a while they came and took the giant away.
One day, on hearing noise outside my room I came out to see what happened. A young lady died. A woman on seeing a soldier closing her room behind him said to me," How dare he to do that?", I said,"If he didn't dare to do that we wouldn't find who can bury the dead. I left the place and got up stairs to set a while with two patients known to me from the Navy. There I heard a weird story of a miracle that happened to the brother of one of them.
To be continued.

53-The Black Head

I was transferred to a small unit in an area with a strange name which can be translated to the Black Head. I was put in a small workshop to maintain the apparatuses of communications. It was clear that the General of the unit had been told by the Chief of Security a hint about me. I understood that when the head of the workshop said to me, I don't know why the General asked me to watch your behaviour. Of course the General of security told him I had claimed to be the Messiah. It meant to him that I had the disorder of the false feeling of Huge Personality.

     One day the General gathered all the workers of the unit to give a speech. Among what he said was the following inciting words:

      " The engineers shouldn't be proud that they could fix the apparatuses. They are like the little worker who maintain the small petrol stoves." 

     Soon I wanted to reply that  measuring to that description of the engineer, the captain of a ship was just a driver of a caret. But something in my mind told me, don't speak, it is a trap made for you; he wanted to catch a chance against you before all. But something very strange happened.

     Many times while looking at him I saw his head without hair at all although in reality he was with thick hair in the head. I didn't know in that time the meaning of that phenomenon. Later when I was guided by the Holy Spirit to read a book for the Lama Tuesday Lobsang Rampa I knew a great fact. 

     He explained that the highest spiritual degree required a head without hair. He considered the black headed people were ordinary people and wished to attain the degree of a lama without black hair in the head. This told me that the area of The Black Head points to my work in Tibet while being in heaven before my new birth. Thus the Spirit wanted to remind me with some facts from my past while being raised in heaven.

     Of course that made me know that the works of Rampa were made under the guidance of Jesus. And Indeed it solved a problem in understanding  my experience. Later, I will explain it.

     One day the General summoned me to his office. When I entered his office I saw the Sheikh of the unit sitting there before his desk. The General welcomed me, come and sit Abdelwahab. I entered and sat down before the Sheikh. 

     "Abdelwahab!" the general said," you are haunted by a bad spirit which makes you think you are the Messiah. I summoned Sheikh Mahmoud to dispel that spirit to enable you to return to your children and your normal life."

       " Sir, what do you want me to do?" I asked.

       "Just listen to Sheikh Mahmoud" the General said and directed his sayings to the Sheikh, " Do your work and dispel the bad spirit from him."

Sheikh Mahmoud stood up and put his mouth near my ear and said,

     " God Is Greater! God Is Greater! God Is Greater, In the name of God I order you the bad spirit to dismiss and leave Abdelwahab forever." He repeated such words several times. When he finished he returned to his seat.

      The General said to me,"What do you feel now?"

       "Sir, I will keep my belief for myself and give you the work you order me to do in the unit."

       " Now is the prayer."the General said," Lets wash and pray together. May God guide you!"

He entered to the bathroom in his office and I followed him before the Sheikh because my rank was bigger than the rank of that Sheikh. When the Sheikh finished the General stood beside me and the Sheikh stood in the front to lead the prayer of the time. When we finished the General shook my hand in peace and allowed me to leave, "May God guide you!"  I saluted him and left his office. The fellows in the workshop who were anxious to know why the general summoned me came and asked,"What did the general said to you?"   

        

   

52-General of Security

After I was prevented from attending the days of duty I kept waiting for the orders of moving to another unit. One day the chief of security of the Navy summoned me to his office in the base. Before going out of my home I took a book with me. Later I discovered that the book was necessary to pass the time of waiting outside the office of the chief. I spent two or more hours sitting outside his office waiting for him to call for me. So when I entered his office I was calm and fresh. I entered the office uttering the word of Peace but he didn't reply.  There I saw another one in civil uniform. I stood before his desk and saluted him. He ordered me to sit down.

     "Didn't you sign a paper here last year," he asked, " and you promised not to speak against religions in the college?"

      "I kept my promise sir" I replied. "But the matter now is different."

      "What do you mean by different?"

      "I am not speaking against religions," I said. "I confirm the religions. I am the Messiah."

      "Do you say you are the False Messiah?" he asked.

      "No, I am not the False Messiah." I replied. "The False Messiah according to the Big Signs of the End as told by Mohammed has come already and did his part but no one discovered him except me."

      "Who is False Messiah?" he asked.

     "The False Messiah whom the prophet spoke of was Sarter." I replied. "The prophet described him as one-eyed man and Sartre in his book the Words explained it."

The civil man interfered and asked,

"Do you read?"

The chief of security looked at the man and replied, "He reads more than enough." Then the chief looked at me,

      "What are you going to do?"

      "I am going to unite all religions," I said. "I will defend the faithful people and confirm that God exists."

      "Okay." he said and stood up stretching his hand to shake hand with peace. 

I understood that the interview finished and I stood up and shook his hand.

      "May God make you lucky!" the chief said. "You can go."

      "Thank you sir!" I said and saluted him and went out.

51-Meetings With Generals

I am going to show you how the conversation went on when I was introduced to the generals as an officer claiming to be Christ in their units. In the previous post I narrated that the colonel of the day of duty led me to the office of the General of the Navy College. When I entered the office I saw before me the General Y.S. sitting at his desk and another General O.X. sitting in a chair before him. General Y.S. pointed to me and ordered me to approach.

     "What did you say yesterday in the day of duty?" Y.S. asked.

     "I said I am Christ." I replied.

     "Narrate to me how you got that," he said.

     "I didn't make any military crime," I said, " to narrate my story while standing."

     "Okay, be seated." he said.

I sat down on the other chair before General O.X. I was in bad mood not knowing how to start.

     "I ask how this claim came to you." he asked.

    "A notion emerged in my mind that I am Christ." I said. "I tried to reject it for two weeks but as it insisted I was to accept and search its meaning."

"I wonder, one gets many notions every day," he said. "Why did you submit to a notion like that?"

"I know myself." I replied.

"Do you have that much confidence in yourself?" 

"Yes!"

General O.X. who was sitting on fire looking at me with stifled anger exploded.

"Don't you know that Muhammad is the last prophet?" he asked.

"This doesn't prevent Jesus Christ from the coming." I answered.

"I challenge you to know the five columns of Islam."

"Of course I know them at least because I live among Muslims."

"Tell them if you know"

"Islam is built on witnessing that there is no god except Allah, Muhammad is his missionary, Praying, Fasting, Giving alumnos, and doing the pilgrimage if we can."

"If so how do you say you are a prophet?"

"It is written in several talks of Muhammad that Jesus will come again."

General Y.S. interfered  to stop the conversation and told me to leave the office. I stood up and saluted him and went to the door. The colonel opened the door and I went out. He told me to wait for him and he returned to the General to know the new orders about me. Then he came out and said,"You are not to attend any day of duty from now on."  

                                                                   To be continued 

     

50-New Last Supper

In 1979 I was a major in the Navy College. On the day of duty all workers went their homes but I stayed with a few. In my department a friend came to my office,

     "What about your book Survival Call?"

     "I made some changes in it," I said.

     "Like what?" he asked with a smile.

     "I discovered that the faithful people are on the right path."

     "Didn't we discuss that point before and agreed that they believe in the illusion?"

     "I found out, I am Christ whom they await."

     "This is lie," he said with cold mood and left. We were in afternoon and I didn't see or meet him again till Supper. I did all the works of my duty day all over the college and saw many fellows but him.

When the trumpet of Supper set its sound I went to the yard of the cadet gathering. The chief of cadets saluted me and offered me the counting. There was no remarks and I gave him the order to dismiss them to have the Supper promising to have the breakfast with them in the morning. He saluted me and turned on his feet and shouted for them to dismiss to the Meas. 

     I walked to the Meas of officers to have my supper with them. There I found all the officers of different ranks sitting on a long table waiting for the dishes of food to be introduced. I sat on my chair at the middle of the table saying to them, "Good Evening!"  The friend from my department was sitting in the other side of the table facing me. He smiled to me and I asked him,"Where were you?"  and he replied,"I made long round in the college."  I was satisfied with this answer. We started to deal with our food. When I finished I moved to sit on a chair waiting for the tea according to the usual custom. The friend came and sat beside me and opened a talk,

      "You told me you are Christ; how this came to your mind?"

     "It came as an inspiration in the beginning." I replied. " And I made long search about it till I could find the logic of it."

     "What logic in claiming you are Christ?" he asked.

The colonel of the day of duty, while standing carrying his glass of tea interfered and said,

     "I heard you saying you are Christ. Are you Christ?"

I felt that the friend from my department had told him before about my claim. He was absent to inform about me. I replied the colonel,

     "Yes, I am Christ"

     "How did you know?" he asked."Did Angel Gabriel come and speak to you?

     "I got the inspiration inside my brain accompanied with signs around me." I replied.

     "Are you able to say it before the general of the college?" he asked.

     "I am able to say it even before the blue Ginny." I replied. 

The colonel stopped asking and left us intending to show me to the general in the morning. My friend stood up and left me. I finished my tea and left the Meas alone.

      In the morning the general of the college summoned me to his office. In this interview it was decided that I was dangerous to stay among the team of the college and mix with the cadets. It was decided to move me to another small unit in the Navy. 

Later I noticed the relation between my picture in that last supper in the college and the picture of the Last Supper of Christ as made by Leonardo Davinci who painted Christ among his disciples as a prince among princes or high rank persons sitting on a long table and wearing silk clothes. The picture appeared to be as a prophecy to what would be in the future of Christ'S Return.