70-Approving Voice

In the English Institute, in the time of the break, I was standing at the table of friends and said to one of them,

"I was sincere in teaching in the Navy College and my students were the best." As soon as I said that, a loud voice came out of a window near us,

"That's true!"  I looked at my fellow and commented,

"Did you hear that? That's evidence from above to approve my saying." They laughed and my fellow said,

"It is coincidence. Perhaps there are people inside discussing. Why do you take it for you?" he said.

"There are no coincidences in our life," I said. "Every thing is destined by God. And all destines in this world are connected with me." They laughed.

One day, a young woman with us in the section said,

"My father wants to see you."

"Why?" I asked.

"He reads a lot and I told him about you," she said.

"Okay, I love the cultured people," I said. "When can I visit him?"

"We live in Sidi Bisher," she said.

"I can visit him tomorrow night," I said.

"At 7 O'clock?" she said.

"Okay, thank you," I replied.

In time I made the visit. The man welcomed me with great pleasure. We sat together alone in the sitting room. He introduced himself to me and I introduced myself to him. The door knocked and he was given drinks for the guest. I wondered to know that he has my same first name, that he was retired officer from the Naval Forces like me, that he lives in the fourth floor, flat 8, like me. Soon I guessed that this meeting was prepared by the Spirit to enable me to get important information for my subject. He started,

"My daughter told me you are a cultured man and you read," he said."Have you read the book, Protocols of Learned Elders of Zion?"

"Usually I don't give care to the temporary subjects," I said.

"You should read it to know the hellish mentality of the Jews," he said. "I have a copy here and I can lend it to you."

"Okay, I shall read it and return it to you soon," I said.

"Do you know that the Mason Organization was made by the Jews to spoil all people?" he asked.

"I don't have any idea about the Masons," I said.

"Early in my life I could discover their tricks," he said. "One day I knew there would be a gathering for the Masons and I joined it. The head of the gathering ordered the windows of the hall to be closed. We became sitting in dim light. After a while of great calm and silence the head of the gathering approached a man sitting in the first row and directed his sayings to him,

'What do you see?'

'I see something rotating continually,' he said.

'What is that?' the head asked.

'I am approaching now to see better,' he said. 'There are people rotating around something.'

'Why? the head asked.

'They believe that God ordered it,' he said.

'Why did God order it?' the head asked.

'I don't know,' he said.

'Try to know, the head said. The man shouted with annoyance,

'I don't know. I don't know. I am tired,' the man said.

'Okay, enough for that,' the head said. I stood up and asked permission to comment. The head said,

'You don't know what we do. You are to sit down and listen only.'

'It is clear that you want to spread doubt against Islam,' I said.

'Go out! Go Out!' the head shouted and some others led me out of the gathering."

"You should have sat there to the end," I said and I recalled that I saw the same vision before and couldn't know its meaning.  

"I lost my patience when I saw them mocking our religion," he said. "It was clear that they mocked the rotating around Al Kaaba in the Islamic pilgrimage."  He then stood up and brought three books and handled them to me, "Read them to know the dangerous conspiracy of Zion against the world."  I thanked him and said, "You should return the visit to me." He promised it and I shook his hand in peace and left. But the question of the vision,"Why did God order it?" continued to rotate in my mind for several days after that meeting. Later I could get the answer.

69- The New John

Again I wondered about Mubarak. In the gospel of John I read that John was leaning on the chest of Jesus and he was beloved by him. That reminded me with an event while I was a cadet in The Military Technical College in 1970. We cadets of the section made a journey to the Pyramids and we took photos. We spent happy time there and returned. After days the photos were printed and other cadets who didn't join the journey were astonished to see the photo which showed a friend leaning on my chest.

They were astonished that the photo showed the opposite relation between that friend and me. In fact that friend F. M. was taking the military life with great tension as a corporal cadet.  In the photo, he showed love to me, and that excited them as different from the fact, so that they came to me announcing there comments. It was a funny subject that we laughed at it much. They mocked at that F. W. loved me.

I thought much of that event and after long time I understood that it came in my biography as a prophecy about the new John. He came again as a president leading a destiny far from being a firm friend. He lost the memory of the past life and became looking to me as one of his citizens in his country. The only time when I saw Mubarak from  a near distance was when he and president Sadat came to The Navy College and made a conference with all officers. Later when I sent him letters he couldn't feel the importance of my international task.

I became sure of his new identity more and more after studying the Revelation, that he was the embodiment of many visions in it, as an officer worked in the Air Forces, and he was the leader of the Air Forces in the war of October 6, 1973, when I was a captain in the Navy Forces. In the story of Zo Alkarneen you see two things related to both of us: the Arabic word Hosni which is the second name of Mubarak; and Nakeeb which means Captain as derived from penetration.     

This memory made me bring the photos of that interval. There is a photo of me on a white horse. I saw it in connection with a vision in the Revelation to John, "Then I saw heaven open, and there was a white horse. Its rider is called Faithful and True."   Christians believe that this rider is Jesus. It came true as I was an officer in the Navy Forces which uses the white uniform.

In another journey, with the cadets of my section, to a public garden in Cairo I saw two pointing photos: The first was for our group sitting on the grass like a gang ready to make unknown task. Someone is carrying a rope and another is looking at the sky and I sit showing the absence in deep thinking. It reminds us clearly with the role of Jesus and his disciples.

The second picture is for the same group sitting around the food; a fellow is going to put a piece of bread in his mouth while I am catching his hand as if to prevent him from eating it. It reminds with the Last Supper and the saying of Jesus about the traitor and the piece of bread which he dips it in the same dish with Jesus.    

It means that there was unseen power watching over us and guided the events during the journey long before my spiritual transformation. God worked as a Director from behind the veil. I was seeking God although He was watching over me since I was born. Here I understood why a Sufi said, "When you seek God you already found Him." Later on, it made me understand the true explanation of the expression in Genesis: God created Adam in his image. Also in the gospel: Jesus was the second Adam. To be created in the image of God means to be created and put under the guidance and care of God for the preparation to a holy task necessary for mankind.

68- Blessed Who Comes

After I retired from the Navy I started to get enough time to find out more about my subject.  Reading was essential and I found out more facts related with me in the holy books and other books as well. And I had enough time to walk in the streets of the city to see the tags of the places. I found out that the term (New Earth) which I met in the Revelation to John exists in the area which lies beside my area addressed by Palestine Street.

It means that the term New Earth was not for destroying the Globe, but for going to another country or area on the Globe. And sure the term (New Heaven) is explained in the same logic, that every country is with different heaven. The long street which starts from the Bridge of Law is addressed by Street of Market. This term is found in the Revelation to John in the Arabic Bible and not in the English Bible. It seems that the translation missed some points.

I paid great attention to the old Egyptian Movies and it seemed to me that the people who made it had studied the Second Advent of Jesus very well and tried to explain its nature dramatically. I remember the film (Ci Omar) which dealt with two persons looking like each other. The major actor is called Nageeb Al Rehany which means born from the wind. It could be an explanation for the miraculous birth of Jesus from a Virgin.

There are two songs for Mohamed Fawzy which appeared as something applied to my subject: Esam will be an officer and he will defend you. Esa is the Arabic name for Jesus and the letter m which appears added to Esa is an old thing used for respect. So it seeded that the song was a prophecy and it came true when I became an officer in the Armed Forces of Egypt starting from 1971.  The second song: Mama will come having toys and things.  This seemed as a prophecy and it came true, that with the coming of Jesus we know that all inventions like airplanes, TVs, trains, cars, weapons, guns and bombs are glories made for Jesus. Every toy has a reference in the holy words.

So I was to pay attention to all artistic works. I thought that those old artists owned the truth until I met a director on a train by chance. I spoke with him about the second advent of Jesus and he was unable to say a word about it. It proved to me that they didn't know the truth but the Holy Spirit inspired them with facts they didn't know their real meaning.

In the year 1981 a friend from the Navy visited me home. He was interested in my thinking and showed his appreciation to it.  His name is Y. W.  He showed great intelligence in following me and I loved him. He seemed like John the Baptist in this new role. He suggested that we should go to an English Institute to refresh our English and to write the work in English. He thought that the American people encourage the new subjects and believe in the free thinking. I found it a good suggestion and we both joined English Institute.

In those days Sadat was killed during the celebration of the memory of the war of October 6, 1973, in which Egypt Army won the victory against Israel.  The name of President Mubarak started to rise and in the successive days I started to hear the shouting of the people, Mubarak... Mubarak.  It brought to my memory the saying of Jesus, "you won't see me unless you say blessed (Mubarak) is that who comes in the name of God." 

Later, I meditated in the gospel of John in the saying of Jesus to Peter, "If I willed to make John stay until I come again what is that to you." And discovered that that saying was a prophecy that came true in making Mubarak a president in the time I knew myself as Jesus new coming. It seemed as if John stayed until I came again. 

67- 144000 Piaster

Before the end of 1980 I was to attend the Military Medical Commission at Cairo. It couldn't happen if the General of the unit ignored me. This time they gave me an officer to accompany me with a letter to the commission. This officer was with the title Giar. He entered the interview before the commission which was consisted of three medical Generals of high ranks. The chief of the commission was unknown to me; on his right hand was another unknown General and on his left was the General of the hospital Alsudany whom I told you before when I was in the hospital.

The chief General of the commission opened a file before him. And the General Alsudany spoke to him in low voice. Soon the chief General asked me,

"What did you do in your unit?" 

         "I did nothing evil or wrong," I replied.  "Ask this fellow officer as a witness whether I did any wrong in the unit."

But the chief General didn't ask my fellow and said,

"You don't know what you did." Then he directed his saying to General Alsudany, "It is a case of Schizophrenia; it is not Paranoia as written here." Then he looked at me,

"You are to choose," he said, "either to be retired or to be kept in the hospital for two years."  I was annoyed to be given such a choice and said,

"I prefer to sleep on the pavement and not live in a hospital for two years."

"Okay put your signature on this page," he said, and offered me a notebook with a page in my name. I signed and left with my fellow. After a month I received the official paper of my retirement.   

I retired on pension, 144 pounds, in the last month of 1980. Later I could understand the result of that event, by contemplating in the several crises which happened in Egypt which followed 1981, such as the fall of the airplane which was carrying the leaders of the armies and the assassination of the President Sadat while celebrating the victory of October, 73 on Israel.

When I read the Revelation to John and met the number 144000 I laughed for it carries a sense of humor. The 144000 men who were saved and should stand with Jesus on the mount of Zion became comparable with the 144000 piaster (Cents) as my pension. Now I started to find enough time to research my subject to find the answers of the difficult questions, that religions appeared as a great puzzle.  Yes I have seen actions in my events comparable with the events of the gospels, but the exact meaning of Jesus sayings in his parables needed help from God to understand clearly. The kingdom of God or heaven is explained in different ideas difficult to grasp. It took several years from me to get it. But the branch of the signs of times was easy to know either in Christianity or Islam.

   

66-My Angel There

I was anxious to know how to use the phenomenon of Kundalini to get the ultimate spiritual power. I felt it in my body as described in some books of Yoga but I didn't feel the ability to do miracles by it. I bought an English book about yoga hoping to find more details about the Kundalini. Alas I found very little which tells, the kundalini Yoga is the Yoga of Masters and it works by a vision.  

My brother in law was living and married to a lady from USA. I sent them a letter to search for a book containing much detail about the Kundalini. After a few days I received a letter not containing any thing about my request.  It contained their words of sympathy toward my status. They dealt with me as if I was ill and wrote, we pray for you.

One day, I got up from my bed very late. I felt very worried to be punished by the commander of my unit. I put on my uniform quickly and got down of my house to get the civil bus. I reached my unit at eleven O'clock and entered the office of the commander to apologize. I found him busy in looking at papers on his desk. I sat down on a chair at the wall of the room and waited for him to pay attention to me.

When he raised his face I said, sorry that I was late. For my surprise he replied, why do you say so? I was seeing you sitting there an hour ago. I said, thank you sir, and went out knowing that he didn't write me absent.  It was a miracle indeed. It seemed that an angel took my shape and form and replaced me there until I came.

In my visions at home I saw different things. Once I saw my self walking inside a sea of Jelly. Once, I saw myself entering a big hall filled with people sitting around a long table. It was clear to my eyes that they were from the active Muslims who use the white dress.

They were waiting for the coming of an important person and always looked at the door of the hall. I walked among them but they couldn't see me. That event happened just after practicing the exercise of out of the body experience. All I did was that I lied on my bed and moved my attention from the feet to the top of the head through the body several times. Then suddenly I saw myself there. However, I couldn't control the destination of my soul. This spiritual body outside me appeared with a tire more condensed than the rest of the body and it seemed hiding the persons behind it like the normal body. But it could float above heads and move smoothly.

65-Old Egyptian Films

I studied how the prophecies of the Bible came true in Jesus in detail to understand my own situation. I tried to deduce the Characteristics of the holy words in coming to be true to understand my case on the same light. I got many remarks and wrote them down. While doing this study I stopped at the prophecy from Isaiah 50:6 which tells,

"I bared my back to those who beat me. I didn't stop them when they insulted me, when they pulled out the hairs of my beard and spat in my face." I noticed that no apostle wrote any thing about "the pulling of the hair of the beard" and I wanted to know the meaning of the missing of that point in coming true in the actual events. Then I noticed that we have a famous actor by the name Tawfik Al Dkn which means the success of the beard. It meant for me that the beard of Jesus succeeded in escaping from the torture of pulling its hair.

The same idea is applied to the Islamic prophecies about the coming back of Jesus. For example the Hadith prophesy tells that Jesus will come down from heaven at the east of Damascus. And another prophecy tells that the Paradise will have a door called Al Ryan.  The memory of both came true in two shops on the Tram Station of my area Bacus. The first shop sells the sweets and the second sells different goods.

Those remarks made me contemplate in every name I met so that I walked every where looking at the names of streets, places, and people. I was surprised when I knew that the main street in which I lived before marriage started by the Bridge of Law as a sign to the Law of commandments in the Bible. A branch of it led to the big house in Palestine Street. On its beginning my cousin have a factory for the under wear as a sign to the story of Adam. My own area at that place was addressed by behind 73 as a sign to the war of October. This long street appears as a revelation you can't understand its signs before it comes true. For example:

Lately, I could detect the events of Egypt in it that there is a big building called the building of Morsi Salam in front of the café of the Hero.  In that street you see the Nasserian School and Mubarak School as signs for the ex-presidents in Egypt. And you can see the back of the Broadcasting Station of the Radio and Television. These things proved to me that I am a being made of the holy words, living in a Makati made of the holy words.

One day I was before the TV watching a film by the comedian actor Ismael Yaseen in which he played the role of two persons looking like each other; the first is rich and called Asim and the second is called Gmeez, which is a fruit looking exactly like the fig. The matter seemed that they had known that the fig is a symbol for the return of Jesus because the name Asim can be derived from the name of Esa or Jesus. The idea is that Jesus appeared as another man after his transform. That new man was a being made of the holy words symbolized by fig. The same idea is applied to the recent situation of the new coming. The difference is that the task is controlled by another part of the holy words interested in repaying.

The story of the film appeared to me as if those artists had known some secrets about the new coming of Jesus connected with the return of Israel. An actress sang a song accusing the audiences that they were stupid unable to understand. It made me follow most films.  The matter appeared as if the Holy Spirit was behind the veil guiding the directors of the films to send me necessary message related to my subject.

64-Golden Ring Vision

I returned to my Naval Unit in Alexandria. My fellow officers received me with pleasure and wanted to know everything. I knew from them that as I had spent 40 days in the hospital I should be seen by the Commission and I would be retired on pension. They were true and that was done in a few months. I didn't care if I stay in the Navy or retire. I always felt that I am in the hand of God and his destiny as stated in the holy prophecies.

After a week of leaving the hospital I recalled my book, Survival Call, and I felt sorry that I burnt it. It seemed that the atmosphere in the hospital and the cruel pills affected my nature. I tried to write again from the memory and at the end I could obtain about 60 pages of the 600 pages.  

Sometimes I was like a student under the supervision of the Holy Spirit to get a doctorate by guiding me to understand the phenomena which I met.  Sometimes I was like a man that had lost his memory and the Holy Spirit behaved like a doctor to enable me to restore the lost memory by showing me necessary events from around me. Sometimes I was like an actor under the guidance of unseen Director. 

One day I was bewildered of the meaning of the word "Skaka" in a prophecy by Isaiah in the Arabic Bible. Next day I was guided by the Spirit and bought a magazine made by UNESCO. I found in it the whole prophecy, "At the end of days they will hammer their swords into Slka" As the Arabic word Slka means Wire my bewilderment finished. It was a surprise for me to feel the long hand of the Holy Spirit. The matter appeared as if He felt my bewilderment about a biblical word and managed to reveal it in UNESCO' Magazine in Geneva for me.

That event made me pay attention to the events of the whole world. Later on, after years, I got the English Bible and understood that Skaka in the Arabic Bible is correct and it means the blade of the plough which the farmer uses in planting. "At the end of days the nations will hammer their swords into ploughs." So I knew that the mistake was made on purpose as temporary.

One day, I saw a mysterious vision; I saw a big golden ring filling the inner screen of the closed eyes and there were two tiny stars inside it. I thought it might represent the first cell with divided nucleus. But next day while I was walking I saw a book about the stars at the tram station and I bought it. While reading I saw a circular galaxy with two tiny stars similar to the big golden ring I had seen before in the closed eye. The name of that galaxy is r-r Alsiliak.

My imagination went very far to interpret my vision so that I believed that my spirit had come from inside that galaxy. I concentrated again and I got the golden ring again. It came that time filled with a big Golden Star. And after a while the big Star dissolved and was replaced by a human face which lasted a second and dissolved to let the Big Star appear again. In the same manner I received countless human faces. I had the impression that the chain of faces which I saw was historical persons.

Later on, I heard of the famous General of Sudan who was called Sware Al zahab which means the Golden Ring. He made a revolution against the system of governing in Sudan. As the Golden Ring is something used for marriage, it seemed that the Holy Spirit used it to make me pay attention to the ancient description about the marriage of Heaven with earth, or that Jesus is the groom of peace sent by Heaven to the Earth.  

I noticed that there was relation between my subject and the famous names all over the world. There was a famous player of football called Al Khateeb which means the Betrothed. There was a famous artist by the name which means the waves as a sign to the waves of light I described before. There was a famous name which means light etc.